deerlings | 180415

still very tired! my body is doing a few odd things as of late, so yeah. not loving it!
I was supposed to have a very important appointment with a special gastroenterologist in London a week and a bit ago but there was no parking because London hospitals suck with that (5 disabled bays? for a huge inner city hospital??? awful) so we're gonna have to get that rearranged.
coincidentally, my stomach being worse than usual is one of the annoying body things :/ I love feeling gross and nauseated whether I eat or not :///
my anxiety has been all over recently too?? just spontaneous debilitating panic attacks and feeling like I've been scooped out and that I'm really vulnerable and bweh. bad.
plus I've developed eczema on my scalp and around my eyes, although this has been sorted for the time being! yay
archery is going well! my new bow is mostly sorted, and it's usable now at least! it shoots really well and I'm improving a lot! it feels really good
have gotten into the habit of playing cribbage with dad every night. it's nice! :D we use a lil bee as the pot token
seeing bees out and about in the garden has made me very happy c:
haven't written much at all recently, but I can feel myself working up towards it again!