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171012

Oct. 12th, 2017 03:47 am
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  • trying not to be distraught over the current SNSD news and failing. I hope they can figure out a way that Tiffany, Seohyun, and Sooyoung can still be a part of SNSD without being directly under SM's thumb. all 8 of them deserve the best ;~;
  • body currently staging a mutiny, cannot make it stop, displeased is understating it dreadfully. spent most of today in bed because my neck refused to hold my head up without agonising pain, so that sucked. hopefully tomorrow is better!
  • didn't manage the writing enough poems for the poetry competition I wanted to try, which is fine! I still made a lot of progress and had fun. plus now I can focus on all the other smaller writing projects I've wanted to do, and build up to writing my first manuscript over time.
  • still super excited for the new Arashi album coming very soon! I've been watching a lot of their TV shows and such to keep me occupied and happy, it's been working very well!
  • hopefully getting a haircut soon! my hair is just too dang long right now, and I want to go back to the shoulder-length hair I had a few years ago, it was super cute and easy to look after!

170914

Sep. 15th, 2017 03:33 am
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  • had fun time at Arthur's uni house celebrating his birthday in late August!
  • I won first prize in a microfic specfic competition about bees in August too ✌️
  • currently attempting to write enough poems to submit for a poetry competition and I don't think I'll get it all done in time but I am gonna try anyway because it's fun and I'm enjoying the process all the same
  • enjoying the cooler weather! not enjoying the Raynaud's attacks and joint pain it's bringing
  • Dad had his big surgery yesterday and is coming home tomorrow!
  • very excited about the news about the new Arashi album! I like the title of it, very minimal!
  • speaking of: happy 18th birthday, Arashi!! 🎉✨ I am so happy to have your joy in my life, it's made my life happier too!
  • EXID are making a comeback in October! Solji will be involved but won't promote, which is good!! she's still a part of it, but won't damage her health!
  • I have ordered a bunch of cute dice off Etsy, and a cute dice bag for them all to go in! (impatiently waits for it all to arrive!!!!)

170818

Aug. 18th, 2017 02:50 am
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  • birthday stuff was all super fun! I think my favourite present was my pink "feeling philoslothical" tote bag, although all the presents I received were super lovely!
  • I have been exhausted since birthday stuff! gosh I've done a lot recently
  • spent the day chilling with a friend today, played Snipperclips among other things, had a lot of fun!
  • more exciting writing news I cannot talk about quite yet!
  • (passes out face down in bed) 

170802

Aug. 2nd, 2017 08:23 pm
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  • my birthday party is in 5 days, and my birthday's in 8!! exciting! I just hope the rain stops for my party! (seriously, it seems like August and autumn started simultaneously)
  • I had an excellent physio appointment today! I have the nicest physiotherapist ever! I love her! she's so good!!! plus it was the first time I went into a physio appointment with her by myself, because physiotherapists in the past have treated me badly, so I got nervous when I first met her, and I would take dad in with me for appointments, but now I trust her so much that I feel super comfortable going in alone!
  • I drove a car today for the first time! I did a three-point turn in an archery shop parking area while dad supervised, and I did well! a bit stamp-y on the brake, but it was my first time! 
  • I HAD FOUR BREAD ROLLS AT DINNER I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF they were so good and my stomach didn't complain about me putting food in it for once so I took advantage of it
  • I got a bunch of new clothes in yesterday and they all fit perfectly and look cute on me and feel lovely on my skin! it's a miracle! that's never happened before! in the haul, I got a pink raincoat (it's so cute), the comfiest oversized red and white striped shirt, mega comfy red leggings, and a super cute and comfy grey dress! my style can definitely be called "cute and comfy", comfortable clothing is so important to me now
  • I got my second writing submission acceptance today! it's actually the piece I submitted first, before my first accepted piece that I submitted second. it's my first poetry acceptance too! I'm really proud of the progress I'm making here! I'm having to readjust how I think about myself, particularly my writing ability, because it's extremely rude to imply that people are wrong/have bad taste if they're accepting my pieces and I'm still shitting on myself for my work, so I'm trying to be nicer to myself and it feels good!
  • I keep getting so excited about things I struggle to fall asleep! my mind is racing with joy and I can't switch it off! this goes on until I tire myself out and conk out

170729

Jul. 29th, 2017 03:26 am
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  • a little over a week until my birthday celebration! so so so excited gosh
  • gonna go into my physio appointment all by myself this week, which sounds silly but is a big deal for me! I've had real problems with every other physiotherapist I've had in the past, and I find appointments generally very overwhelming, but my current PT is so magnificent that I feel super comfortable and confident with her to the point where I'm ready to go in alone!
  • I'm also going to the cinema all by myself for the first time in a couple of weeks! another exciting thing :D like, I used to be very independent before my health got super bad, travelling around to see friends and such, and this is a small step in reclaiming that independence, it feels really good!
  • stomach's being weird again/still, what else is new there really
  • SNSD's 10th anniversary comeback is soon and every teaser I've seen so far I've adored so much, I'm gonna cry at some point over this, I can feel it ;u; I hope I have enough money spare that I can buy a copy of the album!
  • new stim toys arrive monday!!!!!!!! yes! (although what the actual fuck at £15 customs fees, including £8 handling fee, what is this extortionate capitalist bullshit, fuck off with that)

170723

Jul. 23rd, 2017 10:34 pm
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  • I had a really fun time at Arthur's over the weekend! I am so happy I have such a good best friend ;u;
  • my microfic was published here on Thursday! I'm really proud of it
  • two weeks until my birthday party!!! very exciting!
  • I think I've figured out my current sleeping issue, so hopefully I can work on a solution to that
  • my cat missed me so much while I was away, he's now asleep next to me! so cute aaa

170716

Jul. 16th, 2017 06:02 pm
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  • possibly experiencing autistic burnout, which isn't great, nor does it feel great; what would feel nice is going into a sensory deprivation tank or something for a while
  • my micro fic is being published in 4 days!!
  • I'm also heading to Arthur's in 4 days, very exciting
  • 17776 was really good! kinda sad it's over but happy to have experienced it, Jon Bois did a really good job with it
  • TIRED

170712

Jul. 12th, 2017 02:07 am
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  • it has rained non-stop today and tonight!
  • today was the day of my first writing submission acceptance! it's a spec/sci-fi microfic, and it'll be published on July 20th! I am so happy about this
  • my cat is so deep asleep I managed to gently pull his tongue out of his mouth, it is so cute and funny
  • I wish I could focus better!!! I will do my best to improve it
  • I had fun in my DnD game today, even if all of us (DM included) kept going off on entirely unrelated tangents about stuff (I play as a gnome bard and it's been the best thing because I won't stop talking during games and it fits in so well)

170708

Jul. 8th, 2017 09:15 pm
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  • my gastroparesis is flaring up again, but not in a violent-nausea kind of way, more of a I-have-no-appetite-let-me-just-live-off-smoothies kind of way
  • one of my dear friends got married today! because she lives far away,  I got to watch it livestreamed, it was so beautiful!
  • I got my new glasses today! same frames, but new lenses. everything is so much clearer! plus they give you prescription cards now!
  • I really love having a Kindle, it makes reading so much easier on my wonky arms/wrists/hands/body (my Kindle's name is Kindle of Convenience, because it's convenient and the Kings of Convenience are one of my favourite bands ♥)

170707

Jul. 7th, 2017 03:15 am
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  • SO I GUESS DREAMWIDTH IS A THING! hi there! (she says, many years after making this journal and not using it until now)
  • can I please hear back soon about the poem and short story I wrote
  • very excited for upcoming events but gosh I am going to be even poorer than normal
  • currently watching Little Witch Academia, I love it! Ursula is my wife, it's official

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