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• I am very sick right now. this flare-up has caused some of the worst digestive problems I've ever had, and while the rest of the flare-up's gone, they've remained. I'm now on a bunch of drugs just to be able to eat a small amount, so yaaay.
• it was my birthday 2 days ago! I am now in my mid-twenties. (internal screaming) I spent the day going to the GP surgery because I was so ill and needed help urgently. proper birthday celebrations are happening at a later point when I am feeling at all better!
• I got a Nintendo Switch for my birthday and I love it so much! I finished Super Mario Odyssey's main storyline in two days (as I received the Switch on Monday, because I am a lovely daughter who knows how and when to whine at her dad). it's been a very helpful distraction from the nausea!
• SNSD are making a new subunit of the remaining SM members and I'm emotional about it!!!
• I... do not like anything on Red Velvet's most recent release??? which is a huge surprise to be considering I loved everything they put out in 2017 so very much! it's weird to me that this missed the mark so much.
• had a brief adventure back into make-up, this time trying out highlighter. it looks super cute! I look forward to experimenting more soon when I am up for it.
• one of my closest friends got me two Mimikyu items for my birthday; a lil figure in a Pokeball and the official Mimikyu plush!! I love Mimikyu so much oh my gosh
• I really haven't done very much recently, it's been hardcore mode of "trying to stay out of hospital and force myself to eat" so yeaaah.
• the drugs I'm on right now are helping but also mean I can't take my antidepressant all the time so. we will see how things go. I have another doctor's appointment on Tuesday to further figure things out, if possible.
• THE HEAT HAS BEEN TERRIBLE. I am glad it is starting to kinda cool down.