deerlings | 180812

I am very sick right now. this flare-up has caused some of the worst digestive problems I've ever had, and while the rest of the flare-up's gone, they've remained. I'm now on a bunch of drugs just to be able to eat a small amount, so yaaay.
it was my birthday 2 days ago! I am now in my mid-twenties. (internal screaming) I spent the day going to the GP surgery because I was so ill and needed help urgently. proper birthday celebrations are happening at a later point when I am feeling at all better!
I got a Nintendo Switch for my birthday and I love it so much! I finished Super Mario Odyssey's main storyline in two days (as I received the Switch on Monday, because I am a lovely daughter who knows how and when to whine at her dad). it's been a very helpful distraction from the nausea!
SNSD are making a new subunit of the remaining SM members and I'm emotional about it!!!
I... do not like anything on Red Velvet's most recent release??? which is a huge surprise to be considering I loved everything they put out in 2017 so very much! it's weird to me that this missed the mark so much.
had a brief adventure back into make-up, this time trying out highlighter. it looks super cute! I look forward to experimenting more soon when I am up for it.
one of my closest friends got me two Mimikyu items for my birthday; a lil figure in a Pokeball and the official Mimikyu plush!! I love Mimikyu so much oh my gosh
I really haven't done very much recently, it's been hardcore mode of "trying to stay out of hospital and force myself to eat" so yeaaah.
the drugs I'm on right now are helping but also mean I can't take my antidepressant all the time so. we will see how things go. I have another doctor's appointment on Tuesday to further figure things out, if possible.
THE HEAT HAS BEEN TERRIBLE. I am glad it is starting to kinda cool down.