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• have gotten into Fortnite Battle Royale recently! I'm crap at it, yet have somehow managed to get more top-2 finishes than eliminations! that's what happens when you can't be fast, especially not fast and accurate, and have a very strong run-and-hide survival instinct! it's also more fun when playing with friends :D 
• archery is going well! lots of little steps of improvement. currently drawing 31lbs!! which is super impressive :D
• sn5d are filming a reality show right now!! I'm sad it's not the eight of them but I'll take it! s♥ne forever, gosh
• have discovered the joys of double-stuf oreos. except I take one of the cookies off so it's one part cookie, two parts stuf. and that's how it should be!
• anti-depressant is going well! had to up its dose a couple of times but it's doing well now. still got anxiety issues but these are less "my brain doing anxious stuff for no reason and me having no control" and more "things I can actually work on with help and therapy" so yay!
• still haven't written shit lol I'll get there
• went to stay at Arthur's for a couple days over the royal wedding weekend, had a lovely time! we played a lot of card games! I taught him cribbage and koi-koi and another game, and we just spent the weekend chatting and listening to music and playing card games, it was super chill and wonderful! ♥ also I had Taco Bell for the first and second time. in one day. their pulled pork quesadillas with no jalapeno cheese are so good, plus the churros!! 
• IT'S WARM AND I AM UNHAPPY ABOUT IT